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Feb 9, 2010 22:57:13 GMT -5
Post by Addison on Feb 9, 2010 22:57:13 GMT -5
"I don't want her in the hospital Naomi." Addison said looking at the terrified expression on her daughters face when she heard the words hospital and stay. Addison gently brushed her daughters hair out of her face and helped her to sit up and get dressed. Aryanna clung to her mother, begging her not to make her stay.
Aryanna looked up at her mommy with her big blue eyes. Did her mommy have the power to keep her from having to stay in the horriable place that she knew to be the hospital?
Addison closed her eyes, as Naomi started telling her all of the reasons that she should have to admit her daughter, but for all of the reasons that naomi came up with, Addison could come up with ten million more.
"She's terrified Naomi. She needs to be at home, with the people who love her. Not with strangers in the hospital." Addison looked up at Naomi, tears were coming from her own eyes.
"Do you realize the rumors that would go around the hosptial if we admited her?" Addison asked Naomi.
"I'm a doctor too, the best in my field, let me take her home, I'll take a coupel of weeks off and monitor hr condition myself." She suggested. "She needs her mother."
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Feb 9, 2010 23:12:32 GMT -5
Post by cutebutboring on Feb 9, 2010 23:12:32 GMT -5
"Addison, you didn't even look at it in the first place. You're gonna treat your daughter for syphilis? I don't think so. Come one. I know you're emotional and tired and not thinking straight. You're probably worried about Aiden, because he's is your son and you did kid him out in the streets with no money and no where to go. I mean... it's a lot to handle. I understand you're clouded judgment on this."
"My judgment is not 'clouded.' And I don't give a fuck about Aiden. I don't care where he is or what he's doing."
"Your his mother! What is wrong with you!? You are suppose to want the good of these children, Addison. You're suppose to protect them and care for them, finance them. You kick one out on the street and now you're denying the other of medical care? I don't want to report to social services, Addison, I really don't but I will if I have to." she threated.
Addison sighed dramtically and crossed her arms across her chest. Waiting for her daughter to finish her attempt to tie her laces so she could do it properly and they could leave.
"If you couldn't handle the responsiblies of maternity you should have kept your legs closed, knees together, gates locked...and whatever else's they're saying now-a-days."
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Feb 9, 2010 23:23:57 GMT -5
Post by Addison on Feb 9, 2010 23:23:57 GMT -5
Addison tied her daughters shoes properly, and then told her to wait outside in the waiting room, and let her go outside, knowing that she would be perfectly safe, with the amount of time she spent in that office.
"Naomi lets get one thing straight OK?" Addison asked looking at her friend, could she even call her that? She was threatning to call social services and calling her a bad mother, did she even know the things that Addison was going through right now ?
"I am a damn good mother Naomi." Addison stood with her hands on her hips in her typical I'm a bitch and i'm superior to you attitude.
"I was raped from the time I was four years old Naomi. I got pregnant at 13 years old and gave birth to my rapiest baby at 14. I then raised that baby, giving him everything he ever needed and or wanted. Sacrificing everything for him while I put myself through medical school so I could better HIS LIFE..." Addison took a deep breathe. She was so angry there were tears falling from her cheeks.
"You don't know a damn thing about my life. So Stop Pretending to be my friend. Stop pretending like your superior and give a damn. I AM DOING MY BEsT!" Addison screamed, Naomi stood still, silently watching her.
"I AM DOING THE BEST I CAN NAOMI!" She sank down to the floor, resting her head in her hands. "I am doing the best that I possibly can, I have always done the best that I can, despite everything I have been through. I didn't kick him out because he screwed up. I kicked him out becuase he raped my four year old. Because he hurt her just like Archer hurt me. I kicked him out becasue I refuse to put Aryanna through what Archer put me through."
"I'M A DAMN GOOD MOTHER NAOMI! HOW DARE yoU ACCUSE ME OF DOING ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE BEST FOR MY CHILDREN?!?!"
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Feb 9, 2010 23:34:55 GMT -5
Post by cutebutboring on Feb 9, 2010 23:34:55 GMT -5
"Where do you come up with these stories Addison? You're imagination is like...working on overload. You just accused your brother of raping you. He may be a manwhore but he wouldn't do that you, you're his sister, he was protective of you. He never let anyone touch you, why would he be the one hurting you. Do you think before you talk? Did you forget that I've known you since...the day your were born. If anything I know you better than you know yourself. And I think it's about time I called the Captain so he can sign the documents to get a court order to have you committed."
Addison scoffed, holding the urge to slap Naomi with all her strenght.
"There is no way I can consider you sane anymore Addison. You go and fuck around, get pregnant and blame Archer?! Then you can't take care of your own daughter and she gets hurt and now you're blaming your son for that. He's your son, you can't accuse your childen of rape...you can't accuse your brother of rape. That's not normal." she preached as if she was the sanest person walking on the planet, chocolate addiction and all.
"So either start acting like a decent mother and let Aryanna get the treatment she needs, go out and find your son apologize to him and tell him that you were wrong and you love him. Tell him that you were lying about his conception to guilt him and tell him the truth about the nights you spent god knows where just so you wouldn't be home....the nights of which one resulted in his being. And I'll get off your case. But if you wanna stick to your bull shit, than this won't work. You know your insane when you start believing your own lies. And I will not let some insane broad ruin the lives of two innocent children."
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Feb 9, 2010 23:51:04 GMT -5
Post by Addison on Feb 9, 2010 23:51:04 GMT -5
"Archer wouldn't let anyone touch me because he wanted to keep me all to his self. He wanted me to be his own little 'dolly'." Addison looked at Naomi in the eyes, certianally she could see that Addison wasn't lieing. Certianally she could tell that Addison wouldn't lie about something like this, about something this serious. Why would she blame her own brother of rapeing her if it wasn't true? Why would she blame her own son of doing the same?
"Remember when I left during the 9th grade?" Addison asked
"I wasn't in treatment for an eating-disorder, I was in a home for unwed mothers, from the time I found out I was pregnant, until I gave birth to him. Bizzy and the Captin didn't want to deal with it. They knew what was going on, but their image was to precious to uphold." Addison's bottom lip quivered.
"You act like your the most sane mother in the world." Addison exclaimed. "Your 15 year old daughter is pregnant.!" Addison exclaimed "Last week you were dragging her in here to give her an abortion.....Clearly against her will." Addison gave naomi a look. "Don't you dare talk to me about being a good mother!" Addison exclaimed.
"I never want to see him again. If he dies tomorrow it would serve him right." Addison said, her voice calming. "Why would I lie about something like this Naomi" Addison asked, her voice shakeing as the tears streamed down her face.
"Why would my baby....my four year old little girl.... explain to me in great detail of what her brother was doing to her? Why would she tell me when I asked who hurt her that It was her brother? Why would she tell me that if it wasn't true? Why would a four year old little girl Lie about that?" Addison looked up at Naomi pleading.
"Why would I lie about that to you Naomi, your my best friend. Please..." She whispered.
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Feb 10, 2010 0:08:48 GMT -5
Post by cutebutboring on Feb 10, 2010 0:08:48 GMT -5
Naomi scanned Addison's frame up and down.
"Something is really wrong with you. You're avoiding your problems. You're hiding things, you're lying to yourself, to me. You're not acting like yourself. What is going on with you?" Naomi asked in her typical, know it all tone. Like she was sure that Addison could not be mentally stable, like her life goal was to committ her.
"I mean, something's up with you. You eat triple what you normally would. And not your typical salad. Ice cream by the pounds, carbs like your life depended on it, chips like they're vitamins. The Addison I knew didn't do that. You spend an hour in the bathroom until like 2pm and you empty everything out then eat again. What the hell is that? Did you think no one sees it?"
The door opened and Aryanna stuck her head in. "I want to go home, Mommy." she begged with a pout and a spark in her eyes to show her desperate need for sleep.
"So Addison. This is essentially the moment of truth. Are you holding back treatment on your child or are you doing what's good for her? Keep in mind what you're risking with this decision."
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Feb 10, 2010 0:21:29 GMT -5
Post by Addison on Feb 10, 2010 0:21:29 GMT -5
"I-um-" Addison was caught offgaurd, she was never typically caught offgaurd. She didn't say anything for the longest time, it seemed like hours as she debated how much of the truth she was willing to tell. The truth was that she was pregnant, and she had an appointment at the local clinic for an abortion on the 9th. She dind't know what to say. What medical disorder presented with the same problems as Pregnancy? Hunger? Sickness? Suddenly it came to her, and given her past it was believable.
"Actually Naomi..." Addison said, Looking naomi in the eyes. She looked so judgemental. So stern. Addison restrained the urge to shudder as she looked into ehr friends expression, it was as if she wanted nothing other in this world than to commit her.
"The truth is I am relapsed." She waited a few seconds, takeing a deep breath.
"With what exactly?" Naomi asked her, tapping her fingers on the tile cabnite.
"I have bulemia nervosa, I've hid it for a while now, but i've been in relaps for the last month now." She looked up at Naomi, giving her her best poker face.
Aryanna poked her head in the door and Addison smiled at her daughter.
"Come here sweetie." She said gently, her daugther came closer to her and addison knelt down to her level. "Were not going home today." She held her daughter's hand, gently massaging her knuckles. Trying to calm the panic from her expression.
"Were going to the hospital....your very sick and you need treatment...."
"No mommy! No! No! Don't leave me there!"
"I'm not leaving you...I will be right there with you the entire time....it's only for a couple of days, and hey the hosptial has unlimited cartoon privilages " Addison gave her daughter a little smile and pulled her close as the small child desolved into panicked tears.
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Feb 10, 2010 0:37:50 GMT -5
Post by cutebutboring on Feb 10, 2010 0:37:50 GMT -5
"Unlimited?" Aryannna asked, her eyes lighting up like she had just recieved a key to unlock her very own toy store. It was tempting, TV all day long in exchange for being stuck with needles and have someone look at her 'area' over and over again. For any mature person the choice would be obvious but when you're four and you have the permission to numb yourself in front of boomerag all day, you take it. "But you promise to never leave me? Never ever....ever ever ever? Not ever to go to the bathroom."
"Yeah, sure, Aryanna we can put a catheder in one way, have her on a bed pan from the other and tie her down with restraints." Naomi suggested sarcastically.
Addison glared at her dangerously, still occupied her daughter's panic. Although it had eased, she was still crying. No cartoon could ever make up for what happen to her. "Why do I have to go? Why can't I just have motrin or something to fix it at home?" she asked. "What's so special about this that they have to do it in a hospital. Mommy's a doctor, too. She can fix me. She fixes everyone."
"Aryanna, you're hurt...down there." Naomi tried to explain without using graphic terms. "You have blisters, you know what those are? They're like sores, and they are gonna do a lot of damage if not taken care of. Mommy can not do that at home. You understand?"
Aryanna nodded, looking over at her mother who didn't dispute Naomi. She nodded in agreement to help convince her daughter. Truth was, Aryanna didn't understand. But she didn't want to think about it, hear someone tell her about her problems and their causes because it would only remind her of what happen. "Do they have to keep looking at it?" she asked both women present. "I don't want everyone to see my...thing."
"No, honey. Not too many people will have to look. I've already seen it, I've changed your daipers more than your mom has. I promise, I'll be the only one to check that so you don't have to worry about exposing yourself to all of St. Ambrose." Naomi assured.
"Okay." she gave in, leaning on her mother's body to hold herself up. It was generally a sign that she was too lazy to walk and needed her mother to carry her. So Addison did. She lifted her into her arms and walked toward the exit.
Little did she know, her problem were only just begining.
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Feb 10, 2010 18:27:29 GMT -5
Post by Addison on Feb 10, 2010 18:27:29 GMT -5
Five day's later Addison is laying on her daughters hospital bed, gently moving the sleeping child's hair away from her face, tucking it behind her ears. It appeared that Aryanna had developed night terrors, and wouldn't sleep unless her mother was right there in the same bed that she was in, holding her hand, or holding her, rocking her, as long as she felt her mother close to her she knew she was safe.
Her condition was getting worse, much worse, and Addison knew that it was the infection taking over her body. She was running a fever every day now , and antibotics although strong wasn't working to bring the fever down.
"Mommy...."Aryanna whimpered twisting and turning in her sleep, tangling herself in the many diffrent wires running from her body.
"Shhh---baby it's ok....mommy's here....rest now...go back to sleep." She soothed her little girl gently. She gave her a kiss on the cheek, and the little girl fell slowly back into a silent slumber.
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Feb 10, 2010 18:41:25 GMT -5
Post by cutebutboring on Feb 10, 2010 18:41:25 GMT -5
"I don't wanna go back to sleep. I hate these stupid wires, I hate this stupid bed, I'm tired of 'unlimited' cartoons. I hate the ewwy food here!" she listed casually, obviously having gone over the complains in her head a few times.
"I wanna go home! I was suppose to be home a long time ago. And Nia lied, everyone's already seen it! I've never seen it but i can't be pretty...it's nasty and I want people to stop wanting to look! And I want you to figure out how I'm suppose to go home. And I want not ewwy food!" she demanded. Although she was never quite loud or demanding she was at that second. And who could blame her. Everyone has a level of tolence and Aryanna obviously could tolerate more than anyone alive.
Aryanna looked to the door to see a man in uniform standing in her doorway, hospital uniform aka scrubs but something resemebling that of what police wore. She was curious to know who he was and what he was doing in her room. There was no way he was gonna see her..thing. That was out of the question and she needed to make that beyond clear.
"Dr. Montgomery." he said from the door. Addison turned in her seat to see who had called her name. "My parenter and I arrested your son this morning for truency so we don't have to book him or anything. But we are suppose to bring him to his parents and he mentioned you would here. I just thought I'd make sure he wasn't lying before we let him out of our custody. So um, is Aiden Christopher Montgomery your son? he asked skeptically.
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Feb 10, 2010 18:53:10 GMT -5
Post by Addison on Feb 10, 2010 18:53:10 GMT -5
"He raped my four year old daughter...." Addison said, becomeing angry and looking into the man's face. "He molested my baby. He gave her syphilius. She is extreamly sick and has been in the hospital for a week now. He tramatized her, and this is going to affect her for the rest of her life. As far as i'm concerned I don't have a son anymore. As far as I'm concerned you can keep him." She said looking to her daughter who had tears falling from her cheeks, why was her mommy telling this stranger waht was going on with her? Why was she telling this stanger what her brother did to her? Why?
"Moommmmy!" She whined tugging on her shirt. She wouldn't let any guys near her, every time a doctor of the male gender tryed to examine her or touch her to soothe her she would go hysterical kicking screaming, hyperventalating.
"It's ok Aunna..." Addison whispered using her pet name for her little girl. "He's not going to hurt you...I'm right here. Calm down." She pulled the little girl into her lap, being careful of all the wires and diffrent things attatched to her daughter.
"Did you report this Ma'am?" The officer asked, and Addison nodded.
"I called and reported this to Special Victims when I found out about it five days ago. They came and did an investigation and they have been looking for the little bastard every since." She said spite in her voice.
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Feb 10, 2010 19:19:50 GMT -5
Post by cutebutboring on Feb 10, 2010 19:19:50 GMT -5
"I don't have the authority to take him into custody, Dr. Montgomery. If you already reported the case, it's not in the system. I looked his name up in the system before bringing him here. He is definatly not on there. And I can't arrest him over something I didn't see him do without the order from my superiors." he explained, silencing his walkie talkie before turning his attention back to her.
"So we need you to come down with me for a minute or so, sign the papers that we brought him to you and...take him. What you choose to do from there is really up to you. But I'd call the detective you spoke to earlier and see what happen with that case. As soon as it's processed someone will come by to arrest him, book him and jail him till the trial."
He looked at the little girl in the bed, the could only imagine how he would deal if he were to be in her shoes. "I'm sure this is hard for you, I could only imagine what I would do. And I'm willing to do anything in my power to help. I can put through paperwork myself tonight and try to get him off your hands tomorrow, I can't promise it will go through that quickly but I can try." he offered.
Aryanna watched in horror as her mother got up toward the door. "You promised to never leave!" she yelled protectively. "You can't go to get him, we don't like him anymore, Mommy. Remember? You promised you wouldn't leave and you promised we don't have to see him anymore!" she reminded her mother.
The office came in further into the room, he smiled at the little girl. "My name is Kevin." he introduced himself. "And I promise I'm stronger than I look. And I'll protect your mom from Aiden and I'll have her back as soon as possible. If you want me to, I'll leave the cuffs on him and make one of the newbie cops follow him around all day until someone officially takes him in. There is no way he will ever hurt you or your mom like that." he offered.
For the first time in days Aryanna's smile beamed brightly. "I'm Aryanna...and I like you. I want you to follow him around all day....and punch him when he falls asleep. And make him do push-ups everyday after you force him to eat four burgers. Please."
Kevin laughed. "I'll see what I can do, seems like a very logical request." He turned to Addison. "Are you coming Dr. Montgomery?" he asked, walking back toward the door.
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